You Have a Choice

You can not make someone love you the way you believe you should be loved. You can only see how someone loves and then decide if it’s enough. I have been thinking about love a lot lately. How about we choose our counterparts, what we love about them and what complain about. What we accept... Continue Reading →

May 2020

I wrote this last year, found it in a journal at a time when collectively the energy, was so angry and sad. And to me it felt like we were on a loop of just heavy negativity. It literally felt emotionally draining and I had to stop watching the news and stop engaging in conversations... Continue Reading →

Codependent No More

It is amazing how quickly great teamwork when your married turns into how in the hell did I allow myself to get so codependent on someone. Every time I think I have a piece of the puzzle figured out I realize there is 10 other pieces to find. After replacing two sprinkler heads I have... Continue Reading →

Healing Not Broken

All my life it feels like I’ve been “broken”. Choosing relationships that fulfill expectations of brokenness. Allowing my pain to seek out more pain. Shying away from the foreignness of love that doesn’t hurt because of fear that love like that would see my cracks and breaks and eventually despise my “brokenness”. Now I see... Continue Reading →

Hiding yourself in distractions that bring temporary pleasure, or numb the feelings all together. If I was strong enough I would let you hide in me. I would hurt myself if I thought it would heal you. Willingly suffocate if I believed it would help you breathe. Your demons are stronger then my love could... Continue Reading →

12/28 The Comeback

I am a believer in signs and messages. I hold belief that life lessons can be found in ordinary every day things and situations. I have been battling with my fears of letting go... I have this jalapeño plant which produced 5 amazingly, perfect jalapeños and then it’s leaves started dying, like all of them... Continue Reading →

12/14 I Am Enough

Some truths are harder to digest then others. For me I see the quote “You are enough” I repost it, speak it over my loved ones and even on some viceral, surface level convince myself that I am worthy of the statement too. But the truth of it is deeper then that. When stripped down... Continue Reading →

Turning Point

How does the darkest of nights turn in to the brightest of days. Life is funny like that. It has a way of pushing us forward even when we resist. I liken it to my first time ziplining, intially when the decision was made i thought “okay this is happening I can do this.” Then... Continue Reading →

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